I have been asked to tender in my resignation today. On Christmas Eve. What happened was that I had a minor run in with the company's Receptionist who then blew up the entire issue and somehow I don't know what happened, I was asked to resign because I had violated the regulations of being disrespectful to a colleague in the work place.
I have to admit that I'm still feeling extremely sore from this incident, but I trust that God has better plans for me. The Receptionist of that company said that I shouted at her and I was the one who was coming onto her very strongly and my tone of voice was very nasty. I didn't do all these.
My God is my judge, and I rest in the knowledge that those who have lied and backstabbed me, will get their punishments somehow.
I was watching Passion Of Christ again just now. I have learnt that this will too, come to pass. As long as I keep believing in God, good things are more to come. It is not a good feeling to be wronged, I give that, But trust in Him, for He will make all things right. Who knows? God put me there just so that I can renew my faith and my love for Him again.
The next job He gives me, will be even better. So much better! I'd be blown away by what I'm going to get! Jesus is my Provider!
People, watch this space. I''ll update you all on what I've been blessed with. I know, it'll be sooner than later that I get a new job. And a super good one too! I know if it were not for this incident that happened, I wouldn't have rekindled my relationship with God, and this is exactly what He wants! If anyone you who are in any similar position as me, you who have been wronged, been misunderstood by your colleagues, facing oppresion in your work place, your family life, your love life, take heart. God is here, He will put things right for you, just keep believing, praying and declaring the blessings of God. Everything will fall nicely into place for you.
Shalom, and Blessed Christmas!
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Fully surrendered to you, my Lord.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
God sees favour in me.
I am feeling so much better today. Thanks to the cell group I went last night. I learnt about Solomon, and how he had all the riches in the world, yet he still felt empty.
I'm not saying that we all should lead improvished lives. We are all rich in the blessings of the Lord ok! What I'm saying is.. All the material things in this world should never rule over you. Can you bring them with you after you die? Even if you can, what for? In heaven. your house is made of solid Gold and decorated with all the jewels you can imagine. Even some plants there are made of Jade! What's a Gucci or LV bag to God?
A few months ago, I went on a spending spree. I spent every single cent I earn. In the end, I had to dig into my savings account to last me to the end of the month. Each month, I am broke, but I thought I was happy. Wrong. I was only happy for the first 1,2 weeks after buying the bag/item, but after that, I had to live with the foolishness of my decision. Now if you ask me, I still get the occasional urge to buy something that costs me about $1000+. But I ask myself, is there really a need to do so? What kind of image do I want to project to others if they see me carrying such a bag? What do I gain from this? I realised, I just wanted to show off.
I just wanted to show others that I'm earning enough to be able to afford this very expensive item. I wanted others to think I am holding a high position job, where in fact, in my lowest, I had to pump shit from the toilet as part of my job scope. (I shall never go into that) But, can you imagine a Prada carrying, suit wearing girl pumping the toilet in her heels? *faints* So anyway, my point is, I wanted to buy a "feel good feeling" This feeling enpowers me, and with me and my Gucci/Prada bag, I feel I can face the world. People will see me with new found respect. (Get real ok) Let me tell you why it's such a stupid thinking. I feel like a mini bimbo now.
1. This feeling lasts you till you find out you only have $2 in your wallet. And $1.56 left in your account.
2. You start wondering if you should sell your bag, and when you decide to do so (cause you so obviously need the money) you realise that people will only buy your bag at less than half of what you paid for it. !##$%%^$# right?
3. You have to resort to borrowing money from your friends. Then you have to return it when you have money the next month. But because you have so many debts to return, you end up being poor again.
4. This is the main reason why we shouldn't allow it to rule our head. Jesus is our main provider. He is all we need. Jesus already bought you the "feel good feeling" when He died on the cross for you. You don't need to have to resort to buying material things to make yourself feel good because when you have God, you automatically feel good inside. Granted, there are days when you feel like a total shit. Trust me, my mood swings are very very severe. But you see, I allowed Satan to rob me of my happiness when I stopped reading the bible or stopped talking to God. But whenever I do so, my heart finds peace and I naturally look at things the other way, the more positive way. I no longer become so negative, but see every negativity as a opportunity to learn something and then turn it into something positive. I focused on the things that really mattered to me. Which is to clear all my debts and seeing my bank account grow. My finances is in the hands of my God. Why? Because whatever He gave me, He can take it away from me just as easily too.
But, know that in this world, when we have Jesus, we have no lack for anything.
Plan your life as if you're going to live forever, but live your life as if you're going to die tomorrow.
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Fully surrendered to you, my Lord.
I'm not saying that we all should lead improvished lives. We are all rich in the blessings of the Lord ok! What I'm saying is.. All the material things in this world should never rule over you. Can you bring them with you after you die? Even if you can, what for? In heaven. your house is made of solid Gold and decorated with all the jewels you can imagine. Even some plants there are made of Jade! What's a Gucci or LV bag to God?
A few months ago, I went on a spending spree. I spent every single cent I earn. In the end, I had to dig into my savings account to last me to the end of the month. Each month, I am broke, but I thought I was happy. Wrong. I was only happy for the first 1,2 weeks after buying the bag/item, but after that, I had to live with the foolishness of my decision. Now if you ask me, I still get the occasional urge to buy something that costs me about $1000+. But I ask myself, is there really a need to do so? What kind of image do I want to project to others if they see me carrying such a bag? What do I gain from this? I realised, I just wanted to show off.
I just wanted to show others that I'm earning enough to be able to afford this very expensive item. I wanted others to think I am holding a high position job, where in fact, in my lowest, I had to pump shit from the toilet as part of my job scope. (I shall never go into that) But, can you imagine a Prada carrying, suit wearing girl pumping the toilet in her heels? *faints* So anyway, my point is, I wanted to buy a "feel good feeling" This feeling enpowers me, and with me and my Gucci/Prada bag, I feel I can face the world. People will see me with new found respect. (Get real ok) Let me tell you why it's such a stupid thinking. I feel like a mini bimbo now.
1. This feeling lasts you till you find out you only have $2 in your wallet. And $1.56 left in your account.
2. You start wondering if you should sell your bag, and when you decide to do so (cause you so obviously need the money) you realise that people will only buy your bag at less than half of what you paid for it. !##$%%^$# right?
3. You have to resort to borrowing money from your friends. Then you have to return it when you have money the next month. But because you have so many debts to return, you end up being poor again.
4. This is the main reason why we shouldn't allow it to rule our head. Jesus is our main provider. He is all we need. Jesus already bought you the "feel good feeling" when He died on the cross for you. You don't need to have to resort to buying material things to make yourself feel good because when you have God, you automatically feel good inside. Granted, there are days when you feel like a total shit. Trust me, my mood swings are very very severe. But you see, I allowed Satan to rob me of my happiness when I stopped reading the bible or stopped talking to God. But whenever I do so, my heart finds peace and I naturally look at things the other way, the more positive way. I no longer become so negative, but see every negativity as a opportunity to learn something and then turn it into something positive. I focused on the things that really mattered to me. Which is to clear all my debts and seeing my bank account grow. My finances is in the hands of my God. Why? Because whatever He gave me, He can take it away from me just as easily too.
But, know that in this world, when we have Jesus, we have no lack for anything.
Plan your life as if you're going to live forever, but live your life as if you're going to die tomorrow.
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Fully surrendered to you, my Lord.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Where Sin Increase, Grace Super Abounds.
Please don't take it literally, but understand the deeper meaning.
It means, when people sin, (which all do it all the time) we receive even more grace and from there we will see the true love of God. He still loves us even though we are imperfect by worldly standards. In His eyes, by His standards, He sees us perfect, for we are covered by the blood of Jesus, who is blameless and sinless. Amen to that!
I thank God for sending small blessings into my way. I've been offered a tuition job for a student living near me. I'm happy! Coz it means I get to save on transport while still earning extra pocket money!! Happiness!!
God has indeed kept true of His promises to me. He allowed me to go through trials and tribulations. But He also showed me, that if I remained steadfast in my faith, He will bless me even more abundantly.
Hallelujah!
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Fully surrendered to you, my Lord.
It means, when people sin, (which all do it all the time) we receive even more grace and from there we will see the true love of God. He still loves us even though we are imperfect by worldly standards. In His eyes, by His standards, He sees us perfect, for we are covered by the blood of Jesus, who is blameless and sinless. Amen to that!
I thank God for sending small blessings into my way. I've been offered a tuition job for a student living near me. I'm happy! Coz it means I get to save on transport while still earning extra pocket money!! Happiness!!
God has indeed kept true of His promises to me. He allowed me to go through trials and tribulations. But He also showed me, that if I remained steadfast in my faith, He will bless me even more abundantly.
Hallelujah!
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Fully surrendered to you, my Lord.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
A new me.
Dear All,
the handful of you who have been reading my blog. Sorry, but there will be no more cussing and I've decided to "grow up" and renew my faith in my relationship with the one person most important to me now.
As I sit here and type, my eyes can't help but water and I feel as if I just wanna break down and cry. Well, I've just started a new job and honestly, it's not starting as well as I thought it would be. I had a minor run in with the Receptionist of the company. And her being the recep, news of our run in spread like wild fire. Unable to do anything about it, I turned to God. It's because of this, I renewed my faith, and my love for God. (so it's somewhat a blessing in disguise)
Isaiah 54:17 says, "17No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD." (King James Version)
I believe, that with God, all things are possible. Everything that I'm going through now is just temporary, and that He will take care of everything. I'm still discouraged, but I am slowly finding strength in God and my friends. I refuse to let the evil Satan take away my joy and my peace. I thank God for Janet. Once, I was strong for her. And now, she is helping me along the way, letting me know that I should take comfort in knowing that God once suffered the same thing as me. His was on a bigger scale by the way. But knowing that when he died, he borne all my sins and my sufferings, He alone took it upon Himself, therefore I shall never ever live in self condemnation. My life is set apart, through His Holiness, and I shall achieve greater things, even greater than I've ever dreamt of.
I believe in you, Jesus. He is my God, forever.
For some of you, I know that it's a big big difference from what I used to type in my blog. I've deleted those past entries, but kept some more recent ones so that one day, I'll be able to read through again and see how much I've changed, for the better. No point keeping the past. I've already moved on and don't want to be constantly reminded of the bad times. I'm renewed, and refreshed.
I will be, and am a better person now, because I have Jesus.
Spread the joy, for we have the one thing in this world that is so fabulous, no one can ever fathom it's greatness.
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Surrendered fully to you, my Lord.
the handful of you who have been reading my blog. Sorry, but there will be no more cussing and I've decided to "grow up" and renew my faith in my relationship with the one person most important to me now.
As I sit here and type, my eyes can't help but water and I feel as if I just wanna break down and cry. Well, I've just started a new job and honestly, it's not starting as well as I thought it would be. I had a minor run in with the Receptionist of the company. And her being the recep, news of our run in spread like wild fire. Unable to do anything about it, I turned to God. It's because of this, I renewed my faith, and my love for God. (so it's somewhat a blessing in disguise)
Isaiah 54:17 says, "17No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD." (King James Version)
I believe, that with God, all things are possible. Everything that I'm going through now is just temporary, and that He will take care of everything. I'm still discouraged, but I am slowly finding strength in God and my friends. I refuse to let the evil Satan take away my joy and my peace. I thank God for Janet. Once, I was strong for her. And now, she is helping me along the way, letting me know that I should take comfort in knowing that God once suffered the same thing as me. His was on a bigger scale by the way. But knowing that when he died, he borne all my sins and my sufferings, He alone took it upon Himself, therefore I shall never ever live in self condemnation. My life is set apart, through His Holiness, and I shall achieve greater things, even greater than I've ever dreamt of.
I believe in you, Jesus. He is my God, forever.
For some of you, I know that it's a big big difference from what I used to type in my blog. I've deleted those past entries, but kept some more recent ones so that one day, I'll be able to read through again and see how much I've changed, for the better. No point keeping the past. I've already moved on and don't want to be constantly reminded of the bad times. I'm renewed, and refreshed.
I will be, and am a better person now, because I have Jesus.
Spread the joy, for we have the one thing in this world that is so fabulous, no one can ever fathom it's greatness.
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Surrendered fully to you, my Lord.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
10 things that makes me happy.
Have you ever stayed home on a Sunday and wondered what exactly makes you happy? What are the things that makes you laugh makes you smile and feel generally happy? With the recent recession, it's harder to spot smiles on people's faces. Laughter is something almost forbidden when you're outside. Many have lost their life savings. Many have lost enough money to buy a 3 room flat. But despite all the gloom, I'm sure there must be things that still makes you smile. Anyway, it's only money. Whatever you've lost, you're surely bound to earn some of it back. It takes time, of course, no one said it is going to be easy. Now, here are 10 things that still keeps me smiling and laughing during this times of unease.
1) My family. My parents never fail to show their love for us in many many small ways. Every weekend we will have loads of food brought back from the market. It will always consist of our fav foods. My siblings, never fail to make me laugh whenever we get together. We always talk as if we're talking in our own groups of friends and we're always comfortable sharing secrets with one another. My granny, although naggy, loves to pamper me with loads of good food. (this explains my size) She sometimes makes me laugh by telling me stories from the past. My maid, forever forgetful, though sometimes annoying at times. But she's efficient in her work and has done a lot for our family. Jackye, my source of constant laughter and smiles. Although he is sooo naughty most of the time, he never fail to make me laugh with his ever silly face. I love him to bits no matter how mischievous he is.
2) ZW. I don't even know where to start on this. He can really make me sooooo pissed until I can really jump off a building. But when he acts silly and sings in his horrible out of tune voice.. I can't help but laugh.
3) Sun tanning. Bet you didn't expect this. Yep, suntanning makes me happy. What I won't give for an afternoon in the sun, with a trashy girly novel, my Banana Boat suntanning oil, my Gucci shades, my Mp3 and a water bottle filled with icy cold water. I love the warmth of the sun, the after effect of a good tanning session. Blissful!!
4) KFC. I have to say this. I really love KFC! I could eat KFC every week and not feel sick of it. If anything, I wish to be their ambassador. LOL!!
5) My great collection of music. I have a very diversified taste for music. It depends a lot on mood. But I love my collection all the same. It makes me happy when I listen the right songs at the right mood.
6) My books. I can spend a whole weekend reading. Just doing nothing but reading. I feel happy when I've finally finish reading a book. I was reading the Left Behind series by Tim LaHaye. It's a total of 11 books and it really kept me up all night. But I was extremely happy when I finished it, although I feel the last ending could be a lot better.
7) Work. Although there are times where I just want to quit and tell them all to screw themselves, I'm just grateful and happy that I'm employed and earning money. I should learn how to count my blessings and not take things for granted.
8) My savings. Although not alot, I know that I have some spare cash around to be able to fall back on.
9) Friends. I have supportive friends who are always lending me a listening ear when I need to rant. They never fail to make me laugh when they start talking nonsense. It can be very "wu liao" la, but still, sometimes you just wanna rest your brain and talk a bit of nonsense. I am also happy to hear their worries, their rants and raves because you know, a friendship shd always work both ways.
10) God. I don't need much explaining on this. Because when you have God in your life, everything falls nicely into place. And although my job is on the line now, I constantly reassure myself that God is there to take care of it all for me. Afterall, who can take away what has God given me?
My point of this blog people, is to tell you that although times are bad, you can always find ways to make yourself happy. What is the point of being upset/worried and affecting those around you as well? Remember, you're not in this alone. It's not fair to let your moodiness affect those around you who love and care for you. Sometimes, it's the littlest things in life that really makes you happy. So stop being upset, be happy and smile!
This too, shall pass.
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
1) My family. My parents never fail to show their love for us in many many small ways. Every weekend we will have loads of food brought back from the market. It will always consist of our fav foods. My siblings, never fail to make me laugh whenever we get together. We always talk as if we're talking in our own groups of friends and we're always comfortable sharing secrets with one another. My granny, although naggy, loves to pamper me with loads of good food. (this explains my size) She sometimes makes me laugh by telling me stories from the past. My maid, forever forgetful, though sometimes annoying at times. But she's efficient in her work and has done a lot for our family. Jackye, my source of constant laughter and smiles. Although he is sooo naughty most of the time, he never fail to make me laugh with his ever silly face. I love him to bits no matter how mischievous he is.
2) ZW. I don't even know where to start on this. He can really make me sooooo pissed until I can really jump off a building. But when he acts silly and sings in his horrible out of tune voice.. I can't help but laugh.
3) Sun tanning. Bet you didn't expect this. Yep, suntanning makes me happy. What I won't give for an afternoon in the sun, with a trashy girly novel, my Banana Boat suntanning oil, my Gucci shades, my Mp3 and a water bottle filled with icy cold water. I love the warmth of the sun, the after effect of a good tanning session. Blissful!!
4) KFC. I have to say this. I really love KFC! I could eat KFC every week and not feel sick of it. If anything, I wish to be their ambassador. LOL!!
5) My great collection of music. I have a very diversified taste for music. It depends a lot on mood. But I love my collection all the same. It makes me happy when I listen the right songs at the right mood.
6) My books. I can spend a whole weekend reading. Just doing nothing but reading. I feel happy when I've finally finish reading a book. I was reading the Left Behind series by Tim LaHaye. It's a total of 11 books and it really kept me up all night. But I was extremely happy when I finished it, although I feel the last ending could be a lot better.
7) Work. Although there are times where I just want to quit and tell them all to screw themselves, I'm just grateful and happy that I'm employed and earning money. I should learn how to count my blessings and not take things for granted.
8) My savings. Although not alot, I know that I have some spare cash around to be able to fall back on.
9) Friends. I have supportive friends who are always lending me a listening ear when I need to rant. They never fail to make me laugh when they start talking nonsense. It can be very "wu liao" la, but still, sometimes you just wanna rest your brain and talk a bit of nonsense. I am also happy to hear their worries, their rants and raves because you know, a friendship shd always work both ways.
10) God. I don't need much explaining on this. Because when you have God in your life, everything falls nicely into place. And although my job is on the line now, I constantly reassure myself that God is there to take care of it all for me. Afterall, who can take away what has God given me?
My point of this blog people, is to tell you that although times are bad, you can always find ways to make yourself happy. What is the point of being upset/worried and affecting those around you as well? Remember, you're not in this alone. It's not fair to let your moodiness affect those around you who love and care for you. Sometimes, it's the littlest things in life that really makes you happy. So stop being upset, be happy and smile!
This too, shall pass.
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
I'm quite smart!!
I managed to upload my music and put it on the blog, all by myself!! Just that I don't really know how to let the music play the moment you come into the webby. But also good lah, that way you can choose to hear the song and not have me impose it on you.
So anyway, the song on my playlist, I don't know why it's so damn weird, it came out in a funny language, but it's ok. It's Huan Man. The song which I pasted the lyrics just now.
So guys, enjoy the song.
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
So anyway, the song on my playlist, I don't know why it's so damn weird, it came out in a funny language, but it's ok. It's Huan Man. The song which I pasted the lyrics just now.
So guys, enjoy the song.
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Dying..
Dear God,
If you must make me suffer, please do it in other ways. I am dying. I am dying of cramps. Please have mercy on me and take away my cramps.
Menstrual cramps are something that I don't wish upon anybody. Even those I hate. Whenever I get cramps, I find it very difficult to function. Let alone live. My stomach hurts, I feel giddy, I'm snappish and I feel like dying. It's worst than death. Right now I'm in my office, trying to finish up a bit of work before I go on leave tmr. Thank God I have the good foresight to apply for leave otherwise I'll surely take MC. I'm listening to a song called Huan Man (i think it means very slow, or something like that la)
The lyrics goes like this :
一双铁翅膀
送我到这地方
天快亮
舍不得这机场
缓慢的游荡
在拥挤的机场
风一样
多少荧光屏
总是闪烁不定
天与地
在中间他来临
缓慢的北京
有否我期待的 一个你
忘记你说你会继续
还是要结束
分开时只管哭
我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎
等的太久不想继续
也不愿结束
分开使我走出
最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步
一杯热咖啡
滴不出我的泪
他是谁
在拥抱的是谁
缓慢的流泪
我没有太伤悲
我以为
忘记你说你会继续
还是要结束
分开时只管哭
我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎
等的太久不想继续
也不愿结束
分开使我走出
最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步
woo...wo...woo...
忘记你说你会继续
还是要结束
分开时只管哭
我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎
等的太久不想继续
也不愿结束
分开使我走出
最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步
It was initially sung by Beyond. But some chick came along, took it and repackaged the whole song. It's nice! I'm trying to upload the music into the blog, but dunno how. Screw it la. It'll take a while for me to find out.
Ok, gtg now! Bye all!
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
If you must make me suffer, please do it in other ways. I am dying. I am dying of cramps. Please have mercy on me and take away my cramps.
Menstrual cramps are something that I don't wish upon anybody. Even those I hate. Whenever I get cramps, I find it very difficult to function. Let alone live. My stomach hurts, I feel giddy, I'm snappish and I feel like dying. It's worst than death. Right now I'm in my office, trying to finish up a bit of work before I go on leave tmr. Thank God I have the good foresight to apply for leave otherwise I'll surely take MC. I'm listening to a song called Huan Man (i think it means very slow, or something like that la)
The lyrics goes like this :
一双铁翅膀
送我到这地方
天快亮
舍不得这机场
缓慢的游荡
在拥挤的机场
风一样
多少荧光屏
总是闪烁不定
天与地
在中间他来临
缓慢的北京
有否我期待的 一个你
忘记你说你会继续
还是要结束
分开时只管哭
我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎
等的太久不想继续
也不愿结束
分开使我走出
最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步
一杯热咖啡
滴不出我的泪
他是谁
在拥抱的是谁
缓慢的流泪
我没有太伤悲
我以为
忘记你说你会继续
还是要结束
分开时只管哭
我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎
等的太久不想继续
也不愿结束
分开使我走出
最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步
woo...wo...woo...
忘记你说你会继续
还是要结束
分开时只管哭
我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎
等的太久不想继续
也不愿结束
分开使我走出
最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步
It was initially sung by Beyond. But some chick came along, took it and repackaged the whole song. It's nice! I'm trying to upload the music into the blog, but dunno how. Screw it la. It'll take a while for me to find out.
Ok, gtg now! Bye all!
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Friday, September 19, 2008
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Why do men..
..With such good girlfriends tend to cheat on them? Someone I know, is desperately trying to hook up with me after his gf is out of Singapore in HK for a really short trip. Thing is, I know he wants to meet me. But meet me to do what? Talk? Grope? Have sex? I don't know la. Really, why are men so incapable of appreiciating the ones who loves them the most. I don't understand. Imagine the pain said gf will be feeling if she knows that her lovely bf is thinking of having a quick fling before she comes back! Man oh man! I would kill my bf if I were her. It is not so nice right? And I will definetely not meet up with him! This will make him miss a woman's touch longer and hopefully appreciate his bimbo but good gf when she gets back. Honestly, the more I read her blog.. The more I ke lian her.
.. love to cum on a woman's face? It's degrading and very unhygienic! I've heard of how it stings your eyes and no way am I going to put myself through that. I mean, you wan us to drip our "joy juice" all over your face meh? No right? (unless you are a hrony pyscho freak) I mean, it's not like we don't have money to do facials what.. So why cum on the girl's face? the girl also must be damn kum gong to let a man do this to her. Some of them get damn bloody proud and start smearing it all over. Need the protein? Fret not! Cum to the rescue! *get my drift?*
.. like to stare at a woman's neh neh leh? Never been breast fed before is it? Or it is because one of the few things that's constantly in your face since you were a baby is a breast, therefore the never ending love affair with them? What is it with men and breasts har? I was wearing a low cut sweater the other day and a stupid guy kept peering over it. What do you wanna see? Whether or not it's saggy is it? So desperate to see breats meh? go download porn or what la! see until your eyes pop.
... behave like children/jerks/bastards? Simple. Because they do not think with their heads that's resting on their shoulders, but down below.
I'll be going partying tonight!! So pics coming up!! I have a super backlog of pictures to post up! Stay tuned!!
By the way, this blog is not dead.
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
.. love to cum on a woman's face? It's degrading and very unhygienic! I've heard of how it stings your eyes and no way am I going to put myself through that. I mean, you wan us to drip our "joy juice" all over your face meh? No right? (unless you are a hrony pyscho freak) I mean, it's not like we don't have money to do facials what.. So why cum on the girl's face? the girl also must be damn kum gong to let a man do this to her. Some of them get damn bloody proud and start smearing it all over. Need the protein? Fret not! Cum to the rescue! *get my drift?*
.. like to stare at a woman's neh neh leh? Never been breast fed before is it? Or it is because one of the few things that's constantly in your face since you were a baby is a breast, therefore the never ending love affair with them? What is it with men and breasts har? I was wearing a low cut sweater the other day and a stupid guy kept peering over it. What do you wanna see? Whether or not it's saggy is it? So desperate to see breats meh? go download porn or what la! see until your eyes pop.
... behave like children/jerks/bastards? Simple. Because they do not think with their heads that's resting on their shoulders, but down below.
I'll be going partying tonight!! So pics coming up!! I have a super backlog of pictures to post up! Stay tuned!!
By the way, this blog is not dead.
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Hair Extensions.
After seeing my sis with her hair extensions, I'm even more convinced that I should try it!! Call me vain or whatever la~ But i want my hair to be so long it can cover my neh neh! Honestly, hair extensions step 1, false eyelashes step 2. I don't think I will bother myself much with manicures since I do dragonboat.. It's really hard to have nice pristine manicured hands. I even have to take extra care now that I'm paddling so often. Training can be really crazy.
I'm constantly thinking of ways I can better myself. Like, I wanna treat my hair right.. But it's so tough when you have not much time.. I am always reading.. Therefore, I'd like to think my engrish is damn powderful. Wah, suddenly I got mental block. Don't know what to write!!
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
I'm constantly thinking of ways I can better myself. Like, I wanna treat my hair right.. But it's so tough when you have not much time.. I am always reading.. Therefore, I'd like to think my engrish is damn powderful. Wah, suddenly I got mental block. Don't know what to write!!
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Manners, you have or not?
I was at Lido yesterday and something happened and I simply just had to blog about it. I've always been a big drama mama and honestly, while some people simply cannot stand me, I have to say, I love being so dramatic. So anyway, that place is superly overcrowded, I mean, what's new right.. So it took us (being Gerald, ZW and myself) a damn long time before we got a table. And we had to share it. Now, when you spot a table that is quite empty (excluding the couple) you would normally approach them and ask if they mind sharing the table with you right? I mean, isn't it just basic courtesy to do so? So anyway, the nice couple shared their table with us cause they must have felt Gerald was damn polite or something. So while Gerald and ZW were busy queuing up and buying our dinner, I was sitting there fiddling with my camera settings and my hp. Ok, I was playing Solitaire. So anyway, while I was waiting for them to get back with our dinner, some girl holding 2 drinks in each of her hand just sat down opposite me! I knew she wants to get a seat, obviously to have dinner with her bf or something. But there I am sitting there and I was treated as if I was transparent!
Piang eh! so I immediately gave it to her lor. 'Excuse me, you didn't ask, but anyway, the seats are already taken." Followed by the eye roll. Bitchy, yes I know la. But why should I be polite leh? Obviously this girl doesn't seem to understand manners ma. So i gotta "speak in her language" so she would understand. Then she gave a damn bloody kiam pah du lan face and walked away. Didn't even say sorry leh. But what do you expect from a girl who just plonks her ass down at any available sitting space. Tsk, why ah? Why are the younger people so rude nowadays? Parents never teach them manners is it? Or are they feeling too damn proud/smart/obnoxious to even have some manners? Like diamonds, manners can be cultivated. As long as you have some patience and are humble. SOME Singaporeans have the "I'm-so-much-better-than-you" attitude. What are you better in? Talking? Blogging? Playing PSP/Wii? I know lah, your generation people all computer smart.. But the moment you all open your mouth only, I can tell you are all air-heads. You people can't even spell properly. How much more smarter are you than us than?
You people who are reading the blog, if you don't believe such kiddos exist, then take a walk down Far East and count the number of stuck up kiam pah faces there.
Bah, am feeling damn dulan with my travel agent. She slammed down the phone on me. What kind of kanina beh ccb service is this man? I mean, where are my fucking consumer rights? Ok, now I'm tu lan all over again. What happened was.. Because they gave me damn fucked up service, I decided to cancel my trip and ask for a full refund. But not only they refused to give me my refund, she also asked me to pay her the freaking cancellation charges! In the first place, it was them who told me that I can use my Citibank credit card to make a deposit! Now they said I cannot because they don't have the machine. It is a matter of principles, I mean, they were just hard selling lor. Everything during Natas fair also can. Now EVERYTHING also CANNOT! Tell me if you would be pissed or not lor. Anyway, everytime they say they will call, they didn't. I had to call them to ask about my status. Honestly, DO NOT EVER MAKE ANY BOOKINGS FROM TRAVELSTAR!!! You will surely regret it!!! So now I've lodged a complain with CASE and am going to contact the organisers for NATAS and inform them that this fucking travel agent SHOULD NOT be allowed to sell during NATAS. A lot of poor customers will get shit when shit happens. Anyway, I'm a little happier now cause I've approached my auntie and asked her for help and she'll try and give me a better package and all that. She owns Kent Holidays by the way. So any of you who wants to go for a trip, go Kent Holidays!! At least they don't have such major screw ups like this. I would know, cause I worked there before.
Oh well, Enough of ranting. Back to work.
*hungry*
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Piang eh! so I immediately gave it to her lor. 'Excuse me, you didn't ask, but anyway, the seats are already taken." Followed by the eye roll. Bitchy, yes I know la. But why should I be polite leh? Obviously this girl doesn't seem to understand manners ma. So i gotta "speak in her language" so she would understand. Then she gave a damn bloody kiam pah du lan face and walked away. Didn't even say sorry leh. But what do you expect from a girl who just plonks her ass down at any available sitting space. Tsk, why ah? Why are the younger people so rude nowadays? Parents never teach them manners is it? Or are they feeling too damn proud/smart/obnoxious to even have some manners? Like diamonds, manners can be cultivated. As long as you have some patience and are humble. SOME Singaporeans have the "I'm-so-much-better-than-you" attitude. What are you better in? Talking? Blogging? Playing PSP/Wii? I know lah, your generation people all computer smart.. But the moment you all open your mouth only, I can tell you are all air-heads. You people can't even spell properly. How much more smarter are you than us than?
You people who are reading the blog, if you don't believe such kiddos exist, then take a walk down Far East and count the number of stuck up kiam pah faces there.
Bah, am feeling damn dulan with my travel agent. She slammed down the phone on me. What kind of kanina beh ccb service is this man? I mean, where are my fucking consumer rights? Ok, now I'm tu lan all over again. What happened was.. Because they gave me damn fucked up service, I decided to cancel my trip and ask for a full refund. But not only they refused to give me my refund, she also asked me to pay her the freaking cancellation charges! In the first place, it was them who told me that I can use my Citibank credit card to make a deposit! Now they said I cannot because they don't have the machine. It is a matter of principles, I mean, they were just hard selling lor. Everything during Natas fair also can. Now EVERYTHING also CANNOT! Tell me if you would be pissed or not lor. Anyway, everytime they say they will call, they didn't. I had to call them to ask about my status. Honestly, DO NOT EVER MAKE ANY BOOKINGS FROM TRAVELSTAR!!! You will surely regret it!!! So now I've lodged a complain with CASE and am going to contact the organisers for NATAS and inform them that this fucking travel agent SHOULD NOT be allowed to sell during NATAS. A lot of poor customers will get shit when shit happens. Anyway, I'm a little happier now cause I've approached my auntie and asked her for help and she'll try and give me a better package and all that. She owns Kent Holidays by the way. So any of you who wants to go for a trip, go Kent Holidays!! At least they don't have such major screw ups like this. I would know, cause I worked there before.
Oh well, Enough of ranting. Back to work.
*hungry*
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
10 ways to save money.
With all the increasing costs of food and transport and such, what's a girl gotta do to cope? I hear you sista! So I've come up with 10 easy peasy ways to save money in this ever inflating economy.
1. Start cycling to work. With increasing bus/train fares and not to mention scary taxi fares and surcharges (ERP, fuel surcharge, peak hour surcharge) Piang eh, better cycle la. Good for those Ah Bui's like me out there. No reason not to lose weight! No need to sign up for gym membership too! There! That's 2 ways to save money liao hor!
2. Bring your own food from home. I would recommend bringing some bread and slap on a ham or two, followed by some lettuce/tomato and then toast it all for about 4 mins. Yummyness! Either that or you can ta pao last night's dinner, pack it nicely in those plastic containers you get when you take away food. It's good because you can reheat it easily in the microwave oven and then re-use it to cook instant noodles. Just add hot water to maggie mee, then heat it up for 3 mins, and you'll get a nice steaming bowl of instant noodles!! *slurp*
3. Eat less for dinner, that way you can ta pao for the next day. See point 2. good way to lose weight as well. Heh~ Anyway my ah ma says we shouldn't eat too full for dinner otherwise you cannot allow your food to digest properly and you'll get a big tummy. Kua kua.. Ah Bui~~
4. Bring your own water bottle. Unless you have a company as fabulous as mine which provides can drinks for the staff, then yah.. If you are really damn cheapo, then you can make your own ice milo and put it in the water bottle and bring it along for lunch. But please note, too much ice milo also makes you an Ah Bui as well.
5. Refrain and restrain yourself from going shopping or going for any "SALES" (this includes GSS, ______ warehouse sales etc) You know why? Because when you are there, you'll suddenly develop an overwhelming urge to purchase almost everything you see because you think it's CHEAP. But seriously, do you really still need another pair of sheer tights or another belt? Once you are there, you tend to find all sorts of excuses to justify your purchases. DON'T!! You don't need them! Unless you're attending the Watson sales, in which case, by all means quickly stock up shampoo and toothpaste or whatever you need enough to last you till the end of the year. You don't want to be stuck with extra tubes of toothpaste which are past their shelf life. This results in WASTAGE, so ultimately, you didn't save at all.
6. Keep all credit cards at home. Cut them if you must. They are evil. I tell you why. Whenever you use your credit card, you tend to feel damn shiok because you're able to afford buying that particular item. But what you're doing is actually using "future money" You don't feel the pinch immediately because you don't see your money decreasing! Stop deluding yourself! The worst thing that can happen is that you don't have enough money to pay off for this month and you think that you'll get away by paying the minimum credit! NO NO NO! Banks will still charge you interest based on the remaining amount that's left, some up to 3% of the remaining amount. 3% of say.. $2500 is $75!!! And imagine what you can eat with $75! RESIST RESIST RESIST!!
7. Shit and pee as much as you can while you're in the office. That way, you don't have to use the toilet so many times at home mah. You can also save on toilet paper and water. Good excuse to hide in the cubicle and play with your PSP too. Personally I like playing Solitaire. I won't come out until I've at least cleared it once.
8. Cut your hair really short so you make the best out of the $10 hair cut at QB House. Must use the money "gao pun" (to it's maximum) mah. Like that you only need to go back there maybe 3 or 4 months later. 2 months for guys, yes yes.. I know how bloody fast your hair grows. Anyway, cannot be too vain when you really wanna save money. Beauty don't come cheap. Handsome means handsome lah, pretty means pretty lor.. No need to do too much to yourself people see also suka wan la~
9. Invest in a good fan. I bought mine from NTUC at Ang Mo Kio for only $29.90. And blows well. Heh~ I've since gotten used to sleeping with the fan instead of the air con and found that it also does wonders for my skin. (besides the fact that I am asthmatic) Sleeping in air conditioning dries out your skin quite harshly, even for someone like me who uses moisturiser every night. And ever since I've changed to using a fan, my skin no longer dries out as much and now is baby soft! Using the fan also allows you to save up to 30% of your electric bill. So why wait? Unless really damn bloody hot then you use the air con lah~ So spoilt for what? War come then you know!
10. Stop going clubbing or KTV. If you must, just limit yourself to said activities to only twice a month or something. Or go with a rich guy so you need not pay. But be careful in case he wants something else in return. = That's another story altogether. By the way, if you're wondering what you can do since it's going to be so bo liao, you can sleep early or read my blog.. (boost readership la, okok~ Kidding..) Sleeping early makes you more awake the next day and helps to to have more concentration at work which makes you work better and impress your bosses better and get a pay rise faster!!!!
See how good I am to you all. Because of the above 10 commandments ah.. I've managed to save an additional $300 more each month! That's a lot hor!! I have a lot of commitments.. Car, house, parents, insurance.. Blah blah blah.. But I still hope this helps la~
Stupid gahmen still say employers shouldn't increase the wages as it will cause us to be less competitive and don't know what la. Briefly saw it. But still!! How can leh! Want us Singaporeans to die ah! Somemore still blame us for not adding to the population. How? When everything is so expensive! (think must train future babies to think twice before they pang sai. Teach them to pangsai only once, keep the rest for tmr so no need to keep changing diapers) Heh~
FORWARD SINGAPORE!!!
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
1. Start cycling to work. With increasing bus/train fares and not to mention scary taxi fares and surcharges (ERP, fuel surcharge, peak hour surcharge) Piang eh, better cycle la. Good for those Ah Bui's like me out there. No reason not to lose weight! No need to sign up for gym membership too! There! That's 2 ways to save money liao hor!
2. Bring your own food from home. I would recommend bringing some bread and slap on a ham or two, followed by some lettuce/tomato and then toast it all for about 4 mins. Yummyness! Either that or you can ta pao last night's dinner, pack it nicely in those plastic containers you get when you take away food. It's good because you can reheat it easily in the microwave oven and then re-use it to cook instant noodles. Just add hot water to maggie mee, then heat it up for 3 mins, and you'll get a nice steaming bowl of instant noodles!! *slurp*
3. Eat less for dinner, that way you can ta pao for the next day. See point 2. good way to lose weight as well. Heh~ Anyway my ah ma says we shouldn't eat too full for dinner otherwise you cannot allow your food to digest properly and you'll get a big tummy. Kua kua.. Ah Bui~~
4. Bring your own water bottle. Unless you have a company as fabulous as mine which provides can drinks for the staff, then yah.. If you are really damn cheapo, then you can make your own ice milo and put it in the water bottle and bring it along for lunch. But please note, too much ice milo also makes you an Ah Bui as well.
5. Refrain and restrain yourself from going shopping or going for any "SALES" (this includes GSS, ______ warehouse sales etc) You know why? Because when you are there, you'll suddenly develop an overwhelming urge to purchase almost everything you see because you think it's CHEAP. But seriously, do you really still need another pair of sheer tights or another belt? Once you are there, you tend to find all sorts of excuses to justify your purchases. DON'T!! You don't need them! Unless you're attending the Watson sales, in which case, by all means quickly stock up shampoo and toothpaste or whatever you need enough to last you till the end of the year. You don't want to be stuck with extra tubes of toothpaste which are past their shelf life. This results in WASTAGE, so ultimately, you didn't save at all.
6. Keep all credit cards at home. Cut them if you must. They are evil. I tell you why. Whenever you use your credit card, you tend to feel damn shiok because you're able to afford buying that particular item. But what you're doing is actually using "future money" You don't feel the pinch immediately because you don't see your money decreasing! Stop deluding yourself! The worst thing that can happen is that you don't have enough money to pay off for this month and you think that you'll get away by paying the minimum credit! NO NO NO! Banks will still charge you interest based on the remaining amount that's left, some up to 3% of the remaining amount. 3% of say.. $2500 is $75!!! And imagine what you can eat with $75! RESIST RESIST RESIST!!
7. Shit and pee as much as you can while you're in the office. That way, you don't have to use the toilet so many times at home mah. You can also save on toilet paper and water. Good excuse to hide in the cubicle and play with your PSP too. Personally I like playing Solitaire. I won't come out until I've at least cleared it once.
8. Cut your hair really short so you make the best out of the $10 hair cut at QB House. Must use the money "gao pun" (to it's maximum) mah. Like that you only need to go back there maybe 3 or 4 months later. 2 months for guys, yes yes.. I know how bloody fast your hair grows. Anyway, cannot be too vain when you really wanna save money. Beauty don't come cheap. Handsome means handsome lah, pretty means pretty lor.. No need to do too much to yourself people see also suka wan la~
9. Invest in a good fan. I bought mine from NTUC at Ang Mo Kio for only $29.90. And blows well. Heh~ I've since gotten used to sleeping with the fan instead of the air con and found that it also does wonders for my skin. (besides the fact that I am asthmatic) Sleeping in air conditioning dries out your skin quite harshly, even for someone like me who uses moisturiser every night. And ever since I've changed to using a fan, my skin no longer dries out as much and now is baby soft! Using the fan also allows you to save up to 30% of your electric bill. So why wait? Unless really damn bloody hot then you use the air con lah~ So spoilt for what? War come then you know!
10. Stop going clubbing or KTV. If you must, just limit yourself to said activities to only twice a month or something. Or go with a rich guy so you need not pay. But be careful in case he wants something else in return. = That's another story altogether. By the way, if you're wondering what you can do since it's going to be so bo liao, you can sleep early or read my blog.. (boost readership la, okok~ Kidding..) Sleeping early makes you more awake the next day and helps to to have more concentration at work which makes you work better and impress your bosses better and get a pay rise faster!!!!
See how good I am to you all. Because of the above 10 commandments ah.. I've managed to save an additional $300 more each month! That's a lot hor!! I have a lot of commitments.. Car, house, parents, insurance.. Blah blah blah.. But I still hope this helps la~
Stupid gahmen still say employers shouldn't increase the wages as it will cause us to be less competitive and don't know what la. Briefly saw it. But still!! How can leh! Want us Singaporeans to die ah! Somemore still blame us for not adding to the population. How? When everything is so expensive! (think must train future babies to think twice before they pang sai. Teach them to pangsai only once, keep the rest for tmr so no need to keep changing diapers) Heh~
FORWARD SINGAPORE!!!
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Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
No title.
They say I'm not fat. But just that whenever I go and weigh myself, the Earth suddenly has more gravitational force.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Keep ur claws in la, sista~
I was reading a friend's gf's blog. Man.. She has some serious issues. She keeps referring my friend as her banker bf. Nothing wrong with that? Not when she's ALWAYS calling him her banker bf.. It's like as if she wants or needs EVERYONE to know that her bf is a banker.
WELL, HERE'S TO YOU!!! MY OTHER HALF IS ALSO A BANKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS MY PERSONAL "BANGER"!!!! Heh, take that you spoilt lil brat. What's with the banker thing? I mean... Is dating a banker suddenly an "in" thing now? I don't think so leh. And I happen to know lots and lots and lots of (guy) friends who are also bankers or accountants or whatever. Do you see me constantly referring to them by their positions? No right? I refer them by their names or their initials. Not, "today.. Mr Director (Giles) called me to tell me a stupid joke. blah blah blah.." Then Mr Banker from Stan Chart also called me to tell me that he's going for a sleazy massage at blah blah (names not given to protect many girl's bfs from visiting that place).. Mr Back Office Banker (Banger, haha) from Credit Suisse also msned me to tell me that his male dog ran away with another male stray and is feeling so upset he wishes to become gay himself."
Oh man oh man. Can you imagine how stupid this looks? These people are born with a name leh. Even if you don't wish to name them you could at least call them by their initials. I get it ok? I get it! You want everyone to know you have one hell of a successful BANKER for a bf who earns about $3.8K a month! WooPeeDeeDeeDoo!!!!!! *phew* That took quite a lot of energy from my extremely furious typing. Why am I so mad? Because I cannot believe some girls can be THIS shallow!!!! And what I cannot believe is.. This particular guy friend who is dating this air headed bimbo USED TO LIKE ME 10 YEARS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM???
Siao liao.
You don't see me constantly referring to my other half as "banker of a bf", do you? In fact, I seldom mention him as well la~ Know why? Cause this blog is supposed to be about me, me and me!! And maybe the other people whom I choose to mention if I like!!! But no matter how it is, I don't refer to my friends or bf or whatever as their position! Imagine another scenario.
~~I'm out with Ms Laboratory today. Wahaha (imagine the typo error, Miss Lavatory! *keels on the floor laughing, nearly dying) We met Ms BJ (boob job! you dirty lil psycho!) She was together with Ms LJ (what are you thinking of huh?) and Ms CB. The 3 of them were doing some last minute GSS shopping. It was fantastic! Along the way, we saw Ms Receptionist and Ms Auditor sipping coffee at TCC. They were bitching about Mr Short LJ and Ms Big CB. Apparently, they were a match made in heaven. ~~
Now you see it right? Another thing. I've decided that pink is going to be my least favorite colour. Know why? I tell you why. Because it seems that most of the girls who seemingly LOVE pink and EVERYTHING that's pink tend to be such bimbos, I refuse to be associated with them. Sure, they can write well, even better than me.. But.. They are so freaking shallow with no brains, plus they only know how to obsess with HAIR and NAILS! and MY FUCKING LIL PONIES!!! NAH BEH!!! WHO PLAYS MY LIL PONIES AT THE AGE OF 21? I stopped playing that the moment I went into Pri 5.
I need a short break, I'm seriously pissed here and I don't know why. Don't understand why my friend chose her. It isn't like him to choose someone so bimbotic lor! UGH!!!
No wonder they say, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Worst! Love is blind.. Heh~
Gotta get ready then! Today is yoga day!
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
WELL, HERE'S TO YOU!!! MY OTHER HALF IS ALSO A BANKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS MY PERSONAL "BANGER"!!!! Heh, take that you spoilt lil brat. What's with the banker thing? I mean... Is dating a banker suddenly an "in" thing now? I don't think so leh. And I happen to know lots and lots and lots of (guy) friends who are also bankers or accountants or whatever. Do you see me constantly referring to them by their positions? No right? I refer them by their names or their initials. Not, "today.. Mr Director (Giles) called me to tell me a stupid joke. blah blah blah.." Then Mr Banker from Stan Chart also called me to tell me that he's going for a sleazy massage at blah blah (names not given to protect many girl's bfs from visiting that place).. Mr Back Office Banker (Banger, haha) from Credit Suisse also msned me to tell me that his male dog ran away with another male stray and is feeling so upset he wishes to become gay himself."
Oh man oh man. Can you imagine how stupid this looks? These people are born with a name leh. Even if you don't wish to name them you could at least call them by their initials. I get it ok? I get it! You want everyone to know you have one hell of a successful BANKER for a bf who earns about $3.8K a month! WooPeeDeeDeeDoo!!!!!! *phew* That took quite a lot of energy from my extremely furious typing. Why am I so mad? Because I cannot believe some girls can be THIS shallow!!!! And what I cannot believe is.. This particular guy friend who is dating this air headed bimbo USED TO LIKE ME 10 YEARS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM???
Siao liao.
You don't see me constantly referring to my other half as "banker of a bf", do you? In fact, I seldom mention him as well la~ Know why? Cause this blog is supposed to be about me, me and me!! And maybe the other people whom I choose to mention if I like!!! But no matter how it is, I don't refer to my friends or bf or whatever as their position! Imagine another scenario.
~~I'm out with Ms Laboratory today. Wahaha (imagine the typo error, Miss Lavatory! *keels on the floor laughing, nearly dying) We met Ms BJ (boob job! you dirty lil psycho!) She was together with Ms LJ (what are you thinking of huh?) and Ms CB. The 3 of them were doing some last minute GSS shopping. It was fantastic! Along the way, we saw Ms Receptionist and Ms Auditor sipping coffee at TCC. They were bitching about Mr Short LJ and Ms Big CB. Apparently, they were a match made in heaven. ~~
Now you see it right? Another thing. I've decided that pink is going to be my least favorite colour. Know why? I tell you why. Because it seems that most of the girls who seemingly LOVE pink and EVERYTHING that's pink tend to be such bimbos, I refuse to be associated with them. Sure, they can write well, even better than me.. But.. They are so freaking shallow with no brains, plus they only know how to obsess with HAIR and NAILS! and MY FUCKING LIL PONIES!!! NAH BEH!!! WHO PLAYS MY LIL PONIES AT THE AGE OF 21? I stopped playing that the moment I went into Pri 5.
I need a short break, I'm seriously pissed here and I don't know why. Don't understand why my friend chose her. It isn't like him to choose someone so bimbotic lor! UGH!!!
No wonder they say, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Worst! Love is blind.. Heh~
Gotta get ready then! Today is yoga day!
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Love of a lifetime - Firehouse
I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share
With you I never wonder - will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me
Chorus:I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime
With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong
Some of you might remember this song yeah? For me.. It was "our song" for S and I. Memories of the good ol' times came flooding back. I was his love of his lifetime then. I'm not now. I'm someone else's love of his lifetime. Funny how life makes fun of you.
I was quite surprised to see Kai Xiang's FB.. After soooo many years, he really haven't changed one bit. In terms of looks that is. But he certainly did put on some weight. Despite this, he's no longer skinny, but lean. A good relationship must do wonders for your body.
Speaking of bodies, I'm aching all over. Why? Coz I went to the gym yesterday and confidently played with weights. I was still in denial. I could do some serious weight training without any pain and aches 5 years ago. Note : that was 5 years. No matter what, I'm going to push myself. No way am I giving up. For giving up is simply just for losers. Woah.. What's gotten into me. OK now I'm hungry. Am going to get some food and then continue blogging.
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I'm so extremely full la!! I had a packet of chu qian yi ding, which was superly duperly yummy! And 1/4 of my Aunt's Shepherd's Pie.. Which was as yummy too! Blissful~~~
Time flies!! It's now 11.02! Happy!!!!!!!!
Going offline now so I can do some reading.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share
With you I never wonder - will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me
Chorus:I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime
With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong
Some of you might remember this song yeah? For me.. It was "our song" for S and I. Memories of the good ol' times came flooding back. I was his love of his lifetime then. I'm not now. I'm someone else's love of his lifetime. Funny how life makes fun of you.
I was quite surprised to see Kai Xiang's FB.. After soooo many years, he really haven't changed one bit. In terms of looks that is. But he certainly did put on some weight. Despite this, he's no longer skinny, but lean. A good relationship must do wonders for your body.
Speaking of bodies, I'm aching all over. Why? Coz I went to the gym yesterday and confidently played with weights. I was still in denial. I could do some serious weight training without any pain and aches 5 years ago. Note : that was 5 years. No matter what, I'm going to push myself. No way am I giving up. For giving up is simply just for losers. Woah.. What's gotten into me. OK now I'm hungry. Am going to get some food and then continue blogging.
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I'm so extremely full la!! I had a packet of chu qian yi ding, which was superly duperly yummy! And 1/4 of my Aunt's Shepherd's Pie.. Which was as yummy too! Blissful~~~
Time flies!! It's now 11.02! Happy!!!!!!!!
Going offline now so I can do some reading.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Sat.. @ Work..
I'm at work!! On a Saturday! big deal I know... Not when my work is supposed to be a 5 day thing. I'm stuck listening to jolly Bollywood music. Courtesy of the Indian workers coming in to fix the pump at the pantry. I'm so bored I don't know what to do!!! I've read xx's blog, DY's blog (nothing new) and I've fed my pets in FB.. And I still don't know what to do!
Maybe I should be dancing. (bollywood style) with the workers.
Jaime asked me yesterday if I ever do dream of my ex. Man.. Telepathy or what. Seems like we're all on the same boat with our fair share of demons. I'm back to Dragonboat, a sport that constantly reminds me of S. I wonder.. If I think of him often enough, will he know? I should shut all thoughts of S immediately!
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Anyway, Kaixiang just called my house, spoke to my mother and asked for my number!! OMG! I can't believe that he would be looking for me after sooooo many years!!! I miss him sooo much! But i refused to say it. Hahaha~ I don't wanna give him the pleasure of knowing that I missed him. Hehehe~ Counting this year, I've known him for 11 years!! Funny how all the people from the past are "haunting" me. But it's still good anyway.
On the phone with him now.. so will stop writing.
Cheers and have a good weekend all!
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Maybe I should be dancing. (bollywood style) with the workers.
Jaime asked me yesterday if I ever do dream of my ex. Man.. Telepathy or what. Seems like we're all on the same boat with our fair share of demons. I'm back to Dragonboat, a sport that constantly reminds me of S. I wonder.. If I think of him often enough, will he know? I should shut all thoughts of S immediately!
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Anyway, Kaixiang just called my house, spoke to my mother and asked for my number!! OMG! I can't believe that he would be looking for me after sooooo many years!!! I miss him sooo much! But i refused to say it. Hahaha~ I don't wanna give him the pleasure of knowing that I missed him. Hehehe~ Counting this year, I've known him for 11 years!! Funny how all the people from the past are "haunting" me. But it's still good anyway.
On the phone with him now.. so will stop writing.
Cheers and have a good weekend all!
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Two co-workers are leaving the office. “I can’t wait to get home,” says one of them. “As soon as I walk in the door, I’m going to rip my wife’s panties right off.”
“I know the feeling,” the other says. “I’ve been working so much lately sometimes it feels like I’m not even married any longer.”
“No, I’m serious,” says the first. “They’re killing me.”
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
“I know the feeling,” the other says. “I’ve been working so much lately sometimes it feels like I’m not even married any longer.”
“No, I’m serious,” says the first. “They’re killing me.”
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
My First True Love..
I once dated a certain special someone. Let's call him S.
I never really revealed the true story of our breakup, but I knew.. Deep down, that if I had been faithful to him.. I would be married to him now.
So this entry would be dedicated to S. I want to thank him for the love he gave me and all that he ever did for me.
They say that it's always harder to forget your one true love. It's true. Sometimes when I'm travelling along a certain road, my heart suddenly aches with a pain so sharp, it literally takes my breath away. I remember...
I was someone else's rebound at that time. Didn't stop me from falling for him. He was tall, tanned and very muscular. He was a captain of a school's dragonboat team. I was madly crazy over him. He rode a scrambler. I remembered that it was so high and I always had difficulties getting off and on it. Still, it didn't stop me from liking him. Then he introduced me to you. You were funny, good looking in another sense. You weren't that tall, but you were tanned and in very very good shape too. All of us were smokers, but you kept getting me to quit. How ironic. We kept hanging out together. The 3 of us. I cried often, for HE didn't treat me right. HE was still pining for his ex gf. YOU kept lending me your shoulder to cry on. It got too much. We met often and you were always there.
Do you remember the time when E brought us to East Coast (BLT)? Along the way, I stretched out my hand and held yours. Why did I do that? There we are, you on your super good looking red and white yahama, and E on his orange and black KTM. We were going so fast, yet we were grinning away like mad and holding hands. I didn't know what was the significance then, but now I know. It was the beginning of a love story I would never forget.
Fast forward it to Sun Plaza KFC. Do you remember how you told me that if I stopped smoking, you'll quit it as well? I pretended to be really upset at something you said and walked away angrily and that's when you grabbed me from behind and hugged me real tight. That was then the day when we got together and shared our first kiss at Kent Ridge. You were a very good kisser and I had waves of different unexplained sensations coursing through my body. I was so in love with you at that point, nothing else mattered. Initially we didn't want E to know. But who cared about what he thought? I never mattered to him anyway. He didn't want me, he wanted his ex gf. So we got together. Those were the happiest days of my life.
Those nights we spent at Pasir Ris Park, just lying down and watching stars, talking about our future, our dreams.. I never felt so contented in my life. That 2 nights we spent at Pulau Ubin, I'll never forget how we looked for dry wood, cooked instant noodles, slept in each other's arms and bathed together. I even remembered the short road to the toilet at night where I was simply just too terrified to go by myself. But you were there and I wasn't scared anymore.
I remember how you always brought me to the cinema during our anniversaries and bought me my favourite nachos. We weren't very rich then, but we were very happy together. I remember how you went for your dragonboat races, I was always there to cheer you on whether you win or you lose. You were always the best in my eyes. No matter how it was, where everyone were always looking at us (because he's Indian Muslim, I'm filipino chinese), it didn't matter. Religion nor race wasn't an issue. We were in our own protective little bubble. Nothing can touch us.
Then you had to leave. You had to serve your bond and you had to go sailing. I never cried as much then. I couldn't bear to let you go. I promised I will be good, until you came back. You promised to marry me the moment I turned 18. I didn't care if we were too young, too crazy in love. All that mattered was you. But stupid me broke my promise. I got together with this stupid jerk who then went on to break my heart. I thought it was just a mindless fling, someone to keep me occupied till the time you get back. How would I know that you were to find out about it and then leave me because you simply couldn't accept the fact that I cheated on you?
I am so sorry I hurt you that way. Because of my childishness, my stupid thinking.. I allowed myself to hurt you so. And now, 7 years has passed.. And I still couldn't get over you. I wish you well, with all the love in the world. I still love you, Sheikh Ismail Bin Abu Bakar.. But I know, this is a love that will never be 2 way again. But despite all this, I hope that whoever you choose to be with, will be the one who will never hurt you this way and will love you the same way I did, or even more.
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Author's note.
That's the one deep dark secret I've always kept in me. It did feel good to have let it all out. Although I know it's impossible to ever see Sheikh nor even tell him how much I do love him ever again, I know that somehow.. Once in a blue moon, he'll think of me and remember the love we once shared together.
I do not know when I'll ever die, but if I do, I want the whole world and Sheikh to know, that true love, truly do exists.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
I never really revealed the true story of our breakup, but I knew.. Deep down, that if I had been faithful to him.. I would be married to him now.
So this entry would be dedicated to S. I want to thank him for the love he gave me and all that he ever did for me.
They say that it's always harder to forget your one true love. It's true. Sometimes when I'm travelling along a certain road, my heart suddenly aches with a pain so sharp, it literally takes my breath away. I remember...
I was someone else's rebound at that time. Didn't stop me from falling for him. He was tall, tanned and very muscular. He was a captain of a school's dragonboat team. I was madly crazy over him. He rode a scrambler. I remembered that it was so high and I always had difficulties getting off and on it. Still, it didn't stop me from liking him. Then he introduced me to you. You were funny, good looking in another sense. You weren't that tall, but you were tanned and in very very good shape too. All of us were smokers, but you kept getting me to quit. How ironic. We kept hanging out together. The 3 of us. I cried often, for HE didn't treat me right. HE was still pining for his ex gf. YOU kept lending me your shoulder to cry on. It got too much. We met often and you were always there.
Do you remember the time when E brought us to East Coast (BLT)? Along the way, I stretched out my hand and held yours. Why did I do that? There we are, you on your super good looking red and white yahama, and E on his orange and black KTM. We were going so fast, yet we were grinning away like mad and holding hands. I didn't know what was the significance then, but now I know. It was the beginning of a love story I would never forget.
Fast forward it to Sun Plaza KFC. Do you remember how you told me that if I stopped smoking, you'll quit it as well? I pretended to be really upset at something you said and walked away angrily and that's when you grabbed me from behind and hugged me real tight. That was then the day when we got together and shared our first kiss at Kent Ridge. You were a very good kisser and I had waves of different unexplained sensations coursing through my body. I was so in love with you at that point, nothing else mattered. Initially we didn't want E to know. But who cared about what he thought? I never mattered to him anyway. He didn't want me, he wanted his ex gf. So we got together. Those were the happiest days of my life.
Those nights we spent at Pasir Ris Park, just lying down and watching stars, talking about our future, our dreams.. I never felt so contented in my life. That 2 nights we spent at Pulau Ubin, I'll never forget how we looked for dry wood, cooked instant noodles, slept in each other's arms and bathed together. I even remembered the short road to the toilet at night where I was simply just too terrified to go by myself. But you were there and I wasn't scared anymore.
I remember how you always brought me to the cinema during our anniversaries and bought me my favourite nachos. We weren't very rich then, but we were very happy together. I remember how you went for your dragonboat races, I was always there to cheer you on whether you win or you lose. You were always the best in my eyes. No matter how it was, where everyone were always looking at us (because he's Indian Muslim, I'm filipino chinese), it didn't matter. Religion nor race wasn't an issue. We were in our own protective little bubble. Nothing can touch us.
Then you had to leave. You had to serve your bond and you had to go sailing. I never cried as much then. I couldn't bear to let you go. I promised I will be good, until you came back. You promised to marry me the moment I turned 18. I didn't care if we were too young, too crazy in love. All that mattered was you. But stupid me broke my promise. I got together with this stupid jerk who then went on to break my heart. I thought it was just a mindless fling, someone to keep me occupied till the time you get back. How would I know that you were to find out about it and then leave me because you simply couldn't accept the fact that I cheated on you?
I am so sorry I hurt you that way. Because of my childishness, my stupid thinking.. I allowed myself to hurt you so. And now, 7 years has passed.. And I still couldn't get over you. I wish you well, with all the love in the world. I still love you, Sheikh Ismail Bin Abu Bakar.. But I know, this is a love that will never be 2 way again. But despite all this, I hope that whoever you choose to be with, will be the one who will never hurt you this way and will love you the same way I did, or even more.
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Author's note.
That's the one deep dark secret I've always kept in me. It did feel good to have let it all out. Although I know it's impossible to ever see Sheikh nor even tell him how much I do love him ever again, I know that somehow.. Once in a blue moon, he'll think of me and remember the love we once shared together.
I do not know when I'll ever die, but if I do, I want the whole world and Sheikh to know, that true love, truly do exists.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Can't think of a good title.
There is a 'someone' in my office whom I really feel sorry for.
He is a young man.. An active one to boot. But he lost his legs to an accident which happened during his NS days. What exactly happened.. I don't know.. But I do know that it must have hurt terribly for him emotionally and physically. He has never spoken to me. Nor has he ever smiled at me, or even glanced at me. Maybe he's just shy. Or maybe I'm just transparent. The thing is, it made me wonder.. How does it feel when you think you have it all, only to find that you lost most of it because of a misfortunate accident that could probably have been avoided?
How must he have felt? How must he have felt when he knew he couldn't use his legs anymore? How must he have felt when he realised he has to be on the wheelchair for the rest of his life? There is simply no way for him to walk again like before and this saddens me much.
Us lucky ones, who have the use of our arms and legs should put it to good use. We must love ourselves and our bodies even more! which is why I strongly feel that as long as we're able to walk and work, we should not be finding excuses not to!
There is another someone I knew of. He borrowed money from all who's willing to lend. No doubt he is 50 plus, I'm sure there must be some jobs available for him! It is just a matter of whether he wants to take it or not! God cannot help YOU, unless YOU help yourself. It's not like I look down on people who don't work. But, how is it that someone who has lost his legs, have more drive than someone who is still fully functionable? Get what I mean or not people? It's exasperating when I see people who are not old, disabled or mentally handicapped begging for money either from their relatives or outsiders! I'm even more angry at those who willingly, no.. make that stupidly lend them the money! I mean, once all of you stop lending them money, then they'll be forced to go work instead of having it easy!
Anyway, there is this toilet issue going on in my work place. I think I must have briefly mentioned it once or twice.. Anyway, there's blood stains on the toilet seat today!! Yesterday was shit on the floor.. Now this! What the hell man. Either someone has brought their dogs to work and allowed them to poo on the floor (the dog happens to be "in heat" as well) or they themselves are like the dogs. Sheesh! I cannot imagine how it is that educated people like them could behave in such an uncivilised manner!!!
I'll be leaving for Botak Jones now, so will blog about it again tomorrow.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
He is a young man.. An active one to boot. But he lost his legs to an accident which happened during his NS days. What exactly happened.. I don't know.. But I do know that it must have hurt terribly for him emotionally and physically. He has never spoken to me. Nor has he ever smiled at me, or even glanced at me. Maybe he's just shy. Or maybe I'm just transparent. The thing is, it made me wonder.. How does it feel when you think you have it all, only to find that you lost most of it because of a misfortunate accident that could probably have been avoided?
How must he have felt? How must he have felt when he knew he couldn't use his legs anymore? How must he have felt when he realised he has to be on the wheelchair for the rest of his life? There is simply no way for him to walk again like before and this saddens me much.
Us lucky ones, who have the use of our arms and legs should put it to good use. We must love ourselves and our bodies even more! which is why I strongly feel that as long as we're able to walk and work, we should not be finding excuses not to!
There is another someone I knew of. He borrowed money from all who's willing to lend. No doubt he is 50 plus, I'm sure there must be some jobs available for him! It is just a matter of whether he wants to take it or not! God cannot help YOU, unless YOU help yourself. It's not like I look down on people who don't work. But, how is it that someone who has lost his legs, have more drive than someone who is still fully functionable? Get what I mean or not people? It's exasperating when I see people who are not old, disabled or mentally handicapped begging for money either from their relatives or outsiders! I'm even more angry at those who willingly, no.. make that stupidly lend them the money! I mean, once all of you stop lending them money, then they'll be forced to go work instead of having it easy!
Anyway, there is this toilet issue going on in my work place. I think I must have briefly mentioned it once or twice.. Anyway, there's blood stains on the toilet seat today!! Yesterday was shit on the floor.. Now this! What the hell man. Either someone has brought their dogs to work and allowed them to poo on the floor (the dog happens to be "in heat" as well) or they themselves are like the dogs. Sheesh! I cannot imagine how it is that educated people like them could behave in such an uncivilised manner!!!
I'll be leaving for Botak Jones now, so will blog about it again tomorrow.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Super funny!
Q: How does a man take a bubble bath?A: He eats beans for dinner.
Q: What is the thinnest book in the world?A: What men know about women.
I died laughing. Go read the whole male bashing jokes yourself.
http://www.infojokes.com/index.php/archives/10287
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Q: What is the thinnest book in the world?A: What men know about women.
I died laughing. Go read the whole male bashing jokes yourself.
http://www.infojokes.com/index.php/archives/10287
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
They say a smile a day chases the blues away.
I have a school girl's crush on one of the guys in my office. I thought he's very polite and very very good looking. But I don't think of having a relationship with him nor sleeping with him.. You know that sort.. No no.. It's not like that.
Anyway, I've confirmed my trip to Taiwan. I've got to really plan my first free day there well. The rest of the days will be hectic travelling from one place to another. Whatever it is, I'm really glad the trip's really happening!! I'll be leaving early morning Christmas. And I cannot wait to arrive there and take loads of pictures! I'm going to shop and eat till I drop!
Dying to pee now. Will blog again later if I have inspiration.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Monday, August 04, 2008
NATAS- you'll have to experience it to believe it.
$300++ for fuel and extra charges. (faints)
Last year, during this time, for $300+ you'll be able to book a short getaway to Phuket. Ok, maybe you got to top up a little bit more. I can't believe when they told me the additional surcharges were around 300 plus bucks extra man! So a normal trip to let's say Taiwan (which is where I'll be going) will cost you $1200 inclusive of taxes! (flying by SQ) Initially I thought I'll be going Harbin, but ZW decided that Taiwan's a lot better. I prefer the cold places where I can play snow.. Nothing much la. But still..
So, I'll be leaving for Taiwan on Dec 25th and spending the X'mas there!! I do hope they have post X'mas sale lor. *Happy*
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I'll be going to A-mei's concert with Jie!!! She's a good concert buddy and this time I'll be bloody wearing flats!! Heels makes me a little taller, but not too good for standing on chairs.. I'll also be bringing light sticks.. Didn't bring any to Air Supply's concert so won't make the same mistake twice.
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Went chalet last Sat. I had fun playing with my younger cousins and bbqing. But I nearly cried while I was thinking of that someone missing from our big family. Uncle, we miss you and you're not forgotten. Amy Auntie is like the coolest auntie I've got. I don't wish to trade her for anyone else! We played Pictionary and it was so fun! All of us were damn kan cheong and kiasu to guess the word before anyone else does! Imagine all the screaming and shouting and slamming of fists and pulling of hairs. Hahaha~
I helped Ann to entertain the kids who came as well.. By kids I meant children under the age of 6. Man I tell you.. 4 screaming girls are really a handful! First they wanted to dance and scream like crazy and pose funnily and all that. It's perfectly fine if you're the one watching, but they make you do that as well. So in total we have 6 crazy screaming girls (including Ann) dancing(to no music in particular except for the weird tunes they were making up themselves) and posing and laughing all the way. It's real fun, but it's best to keep this nannying gig to the minimum. Therefore, I've decided that I'll make Candy babysit my kids in future! She could tolerate kids very well and single handedly baby-sat the 3 girls. Minus Jean. 3 is bad enough. (esp when they start fighting or screaming or constantly asking "why? Yah.. but why?") But nonetheless, I still love them very much and I would love to have my own kids in the very very near future.
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Have to write in snippets. Coz too many things happened in such a short period of time.. Have to quickly vomit everything!! Pics coming up soon!
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Last year, during this time, for $300+ you'll be able to book a short getaway to Phuket. Ok, maybe you got to top up a little bit more. I can't believe when they told me the additional surcharges were around 300 plus bucks extra man! So a normal trip to let's say Taiwan (which is where I'll be going) will cost you $1200 inclusive of taxes! (flying by SQ) Initially I thought I'll be going Harbin, but ZW decided that Taiwan's a lot better. I prefer the cold places where I can play snow.. Nothing much la. But still..
So, I'll be leaving for Taiwan on Dec 25th and spending the X'mas there!! I do hope they have post X'mas sale lor. *Happy*
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I'll be going to A-mei's concert with Jie!!! She's a good concert buddy and this time I'll be bloody wearing flats!! Heels makes me a little taller, but not too good for standing on chairs.. I'll also be bringing light sticks.. Didn't bring any to Air Supply's concert so won't make the same mistake twice.
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Went chalet last Sat. I had fun playing with my younger cousins and bbqing. But I nearly cried while I was thinking of that someone missing from our big family. Uncle, we miss you and you're not forgotten. Amy Auntie is like the coolest auntie I've got. I don't wish to trade her for anyone else! We played Pictionary and it was so fun! All of us were damn kan cheong and kiasu to guess the word before anyone else does! Imagine all the screaming and shouting and slamming of fists and pulling of hairs. Hahaha~
I helped Ann to entertain the kids who came as well.. By kids I meant children under the age of 6. Man I tell you.. 4 screaming girls are really a handful! First they wanted to dance and scream like crazy and pose funnily and all that. It's perfectly fine if you're the one watching, but they make you do that as well. So in total we have 6 crazy screaming girls (including Ann) dancing(to no music in particular except for the weird tunes they were making up themselves) and posing and laughing all the way. It's real fun, but it's best to keep this nannying gig to the minimum. Therefore, I've decided that I'll make Candy babysit my kids in future! She could tolerate kids very well and single handedly baby-sat the 3 girls. Minus Jean. 3 is bad enough. (esp when they start fighting or screaming or constantly asking "why? Yah.. but why?") But nonetheless, I still love them very much and I would love to have my own kids in the very very near future.
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Have to write in snippets. Coz too many things happened in such a short period of time.. Have to quickly vomit everything!! Pics coming up soon!
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Consistency..
I'll promise to write more.
So anyway, someone with extremely itchy fingers came and switched off my PC!! It resulted in lots of info that were unsaved!!! Ok, I know I should have saved my work, but... I didn't expect someone to come and switch it off!!! My company is very proactive on saving the environment and going green and all that, I understand.. But I was running some programs.. and.. Oh nevermind! It just frustrates me so!
So anyway, I was thinking about the xx vs DY blog war. Okok.. I'm not taking any sides here. But, DY did wrote a few conflicting statements about herself in her blog. And if it is true indeed, that she's the one who praised herself in CC forum, then I really think she should stop the lawsuit so as to not shame herself. It's one thing to be truly accused. (in this case xx acuses her of faking her parentage, plastic surgery.. so and so..) It's another to be accused of something you DID do/say and then act all victimised.
XX had always been known for her brash remarks. Although at times I disgree with what she says, I have to admit that her blog is pretty entertaining and funny as well. Reading her blog is similar to reading a trashy chick flick novel whilst sun tanning at the beach. But despite her sometimes bad attitude and honest remarks, I feel that at least she isn't as plastic as D. She says what she really feels and isn't afraid of whatever comments the tabloid lash out at her. She isn't exactly a media darling, people sometimes invite her to their show as guest to watch her stumble and fall. But see how she reacts to it? She blogs about her frustrations and then move on. A blog is meant to be an outlet for people to express their views and thoughts. In some pervy cases, they end up expressing their "naked tops" to the whole world. It takes a certain amount of courage to face the world despite all the bad comments people say about you, be it your height, your looks, whether or not you had plastic surgery.
Luckily for me, I am blessed to have ok features and a love for my body. I may not be the prettiest of ALL, but I'm thankful for the gift my parents gave me. Their love for one another, which is then given to me when I was born. I am who I am because my parents came together and loved one another. My looks, are a gift from my parents and no amount of money nor fame will justify a need to have surgery to change my features. (out of topic)
In the meantime, I'm still waiting for either of them to continue blogging. It is somewhat fun to see them bitching about each other in their blogs without mentioning of names.
Oh, it's also time for me to see what passages I can plagiarize from their blogs. Maybe then, I'll be as famous too.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
So anyway, someone with extremely itchy fingers came and switched off my PC!! It resulted in lots of info that were unsaved!!! Ok, I know I should have saved my work, but... I didn't expect someone to come and switch it off!!! My company is very proactive on saving the environment and going green and all that, I understand.. But I was running some programs.. and.. Oh nevermind! It just frustrates me so!
So anyway, I was thinking about the xx vs DY blog war. Okok.. I'm not taking any sides here. But, DY did wrote a few conflicting statements about herself in her blog. And if it is true indeed, that she's the one who praised herself in CC forum, then I really think she should stop the lawsuit so as to not shame herself. It's one thing to be truly accused. (in this case xx acuses her of faking her parentage, plastic surgery.. so and so..) It's another to be accused of something you DID do/say and then act all victimised.
XX had always been known for her brash remarks. Although at times I disgree with what she says, I have to admit that her blog is pretty entertaining and funny as well. Reading her blog is similar to reading a trashy chick flick novel whilst sun tanning at the beach. But despite her sometimes bad attitude and honest remarks, I feel that at least she isn't as plastic as D. She says what she really feels and isn't afraid of whatever comments the tabloid lash out at her. She isn't exactly a media darling, people sometimes invite her to their show as guest to watch her stumble and fall. But see how she reacts to it? She blogs about her frustrations and then move on. A blog is meant to be an outlet for people to express their views and thoughts. In some pervy cases, they end up expressing their "naked tops" to the whole world. It takes a certain amount of courage to face the world despite all the bad comments people say about you, be it your height, your looks, whether or not you had plastic surgery.
Luckily for me, I am blessed to have ok features and a love for my body. I may not be the prettiest of ALL, but I'm thankful for the gift my parents gave me. Their love for one another, which is then given to me when I was born. I am who I am because my parents came together and loved one another. My looks, are a gift from my parents and no amount of money nor fame will justify a need to have surgery to change my features. (out of topic)
In the meantime, I'm still waiting for either of them to continue blogging. It is somewhat fun to see them bitching about each other in their blogs without mentioning of names.
Oh, it's also time for me to see what passages I can plagiarize from their blogs. Maybe then, I'll be as famous too.
Make Love, lots of it. Not War.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
How do we define graciousness?
Was on my way to work and was listening to 938 Live. Topic was on a campaign that encourages customers who patronise their food centre to return their own food trays when they are done. In other words, cleaning up after themselves.
Personally, I'll all for cleaning up after yourself. But to judge me on whether I am gracious or not based on whether I return my trays is absolutely RIDICULOUS. I, for one, always say "thank you" to the cleaning uncles and aunties who help me to clear my tray while I finish up my drinks.
Note: I didn't clear my tray, but I did say "thank you". Does this make me any less gracious? Although I don't mind clearing my own trays, some aunties like to do it themselves as they feel they can clear the trays and clean the tables at the same time. this way, they do not have to do 2 things seperately. Take this example for instance.
All of us clear our trays and there's no proper designated tray slots for us, so we just simply stack our trays one on top of another messily. This doesn't lessen the work load of the cleaners but add on to it! They will have to remove the trays which are balancing precariously with bowls of soupy stuff inside! If they accidentally topple the tray, they not only have to clear the bowls, they will have to mop the floor. Double, if not triple work for them!!!
If we really want to lessen their work load, we could help by stacking up our bowls/plates neatly when we are done. Or we could put all the plates, bowls and cups into that one tray and push it to one side for the cleaners to easily pick the tray and go.
It is not our responsibility to help lessen the work load of the cleaners. It is the management of the food court who should take this responsibility. The fact that you have such a high turn over rate means people are coming to your food court to eat. Your staff are overworked? Employ another to ease the workload. Don't want to? Then we shouldn't patronise the food court, so your cleaners will have less to clear. Is that a better solution then?
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
Personally, I'll all for cleaning up after yourself. But to judge me on whether I am gracious or not based on whether I return my trays is absolutely RIDICULOUS. I, for one, always say "thank you" to the cleaning uncles and aunties who help me to clear my tray while I finish up my drinks.
Note: I didn't clear my tray, but I did say "thank you". Does this make me any less gracious? Although I don't mind clearing my own trays, some aunties like to do it themselves as they feel they can clear the trays and clean the tables at the same time. this way, they do not have to do 2 things seperately. Take this example for instance.
All of us clear our trays and there's no proper designated tray slots for us, so we just simply stack our trays one on top of another messily. This doesn't lessen the work load of the cleaners but add on to it! They will have to remove the trays which are balancing precariously with bowls of soupy stuff inside! If they accidentally topple the tray, they not only have to clear the bowls, they will have to mop the floor. Double, if not triple work for them!!!
If we really want to lessen their work load, we could help by stacking up our bowls/plates neatly when we are done. Or we could put all the plates, bowls and cups into that one tray and push it to one side for the cleaners to easily pick the tray and go.
It is not our responsibility to help lessen the work load of the cleaners. It is the management of the food court who should take this responsibility. The fact that you have such a high turn over rate means people are coming to your food court to eat. Your staff are overworked? Employ another to ease the workload. Don't want to? Then we shouldn't patronise the food court, so your cleaners will have less to clear. Is that a better solution then?
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Rants..
I've been getting so many invites to dinners and drinks from my colleagues. Looks like I'm going to be such a busy girl! Thank God my social calendar is going to look a bit better from now on.
Work has been pretty relaxed today. Person Irritating didn't come and bother me much. Think I managed to get my point across. I'm feeling hungry again! The stall downstairs is closed and will remain closed for the next 1 or 2 weeks. Sigh, I'm gonna have to either A. Eat junk food B. Da pao food from home C. Starve to death.
From the looks of it, I'm going to clock frequent mac miles for the next two weeks. Giles says that eating burgers and pizzas and KFC is worst than drinking coffee and smoking (a lot). Pff, I don't think so. Honestly, how can smoking be better than eating? To me, not eating and smoking is the worst you can do to your body! At least I exercise despite eating such junk food!
I'm feeling super sleepy! Cat has finally smsed me! I was sooo worried for her! She recently dumped her lousy good-for-nothing boyfriend, Hurray! Her story goes like this, she met Sheyanne, Lion King and myself for KTV last week. She then got an sms from her friend who needed her to be at Lunar to settle some problems. After they finished settling their issues, they headed down to DFly. when she got there, she saw her bf with another girl hugging and behaving very intimately. She wanted to go over to give him a slap, but one of her friend used to have a crush on that arsehole and Cat didnt want her friend to know they were together, soooo she didn't do it. Sigh.. Complicated. So anyway, she smsed him and told him to have a good time hugging his new gf. She then decided to break up with him. Loser didnt reply until next morning and saying that he's really ill and wishes for Cat to go over and take care of him. Bloody mutha fucker. I wish he could just drop dead and die leh. Lucky for Cat, she didn't fall for the lousy act and go over (which most likely would result in him feeling ok all of a sudden and then fucking her senseless.) Good girl you. So yah.. See how most men are jerks? I don't see why men with such lousy standards would choose to cheat on his gf who is way better or way too good enough for them? Shouldn't they cherish their gfs even more so?
I really don't know what's going on in their lil brains. Anyway, am feeling really sleepy and in desperate need for sleep. So bye for now!
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
Work has been pretty relaxed today. Person Irritating didn't come and bother me much. Think I managed to get my point across. I'm feeling hungry again! The stall downstairs is closed and will remain closed for the next 1 or 2 weeks. Sigh, I'm gonna have to either A. Eat junk food B. Da pao food from home C. Starve to death.
From the looks of it, I'm going to clock frequent mac miles for the next two weeks. Giles says that eating burgers and pizzas and KFC is worst than drinking coffee and smoking (a lot). Pff, I don't think so. Honestly, how can smoking be better than eating? To me, not eating and smoking is the worst you can do to your body! At least I exercise despite eating such junk food!
I'm feeling super sleepy! Cat has finally smsed me! I was sooo worried for her! She recently dumped her lousy good-for-nothing boyfriend, Hurray! Her story goes like this, she met Sheyanne, Lion King and myself for KTV last week. She then got an sms from her friend who needed her to be at Lunar to settle some problems. After they finished settling their issues, they headed down to DFly. when she got there, she saw her bf with another girl hugging and behaving very intimately. She wanted to go over to give him a slap, but one of her friend used to have a crush on that arsehole and Cat didnt want her friend to know they were together, soooo she didn't do it. Sigh.. Complicated. So anyway, she smsed him and told him to have a good time hugging his new gf. She then decided to break up with him. Loser didnt reply until next morning and saying that he's really ill and wishes for Cat to go over and take care of him. Bloody mutha fucker. I wish he could just drop dead and die leh. Lucky for Cat, she didn't fall for the lousy act and go over (which most likely would result in him feeling ok all of a sudden and then fucking her senseless.) Good girl you. So yah.. See how most men are jerks? I don't see why men with such lousy standards would choose to cheat on his gf who is way better or way too good enough for them? Shouldn't they cherish their gfs even more so?
I really don't know what's going on in their lil brains. Anyway, am feeling really sleepy and in desperate need for sleep. So bye for now!
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
2nd rant...
Some things that really pisses me off..
1. I hate it when I offer chips (esp Calbee Hot & Spicy) to someone and he/she shamelessly eats most of it. I don't mind sharing. But please know that it's MY chips and I happen to enjoy eating em.
2. People who clamour for my attention. I hate it when people do that. Please wait for your turn. When I'm done talking to person A, I'll get right back to you. I must be bored senseless. I've managed to rant twice within a day.
3. I hate people who don't seem to understand the meaning of "clean after yourself before you leave the cubicle." I have stepped into my office's toilet COUNTLESS of times only to see red spots of BLOOD on the floor and on the toilet bowl. It irks me to know that these are the same people who are 'educated". WTH. I bet their education has taught them that they should be so high and mighty, cleaning after themselves is totally beneath them. To hell with these sluts.
4. I hate it when people asks me "How much do you charge then?" I once posted on my msn "Jen needs more money!!!" Honestly, it seems all innocent to me, until a fella came along and asked for my worth. *speechless* which part of the above sentence says I'm selling myself? It's not like I posted "Jen NEEDS TO SCREW to earn more money!!" Fcktard.
5. People who cannot stop whinging. Is this the correct spelling? I care not. Anyway, it just hit me that I'm also whinging, which makes me really whingy, and a MAJOR turn-off for guys.
Hehe.. so am gonna stop.
Let's talk about happier stuff. NATAS is round the corner! Like next week!! Weee!!!!!!!!! I cannot wait seriously. I think, I'm prolly going to go Taiwan or Japan or something. I wanna go somewhere where I can wear boots and that coat I'm sooo dying to wear. Gloves will be good as well, together with scarves and cute ear muffs!!! But it might too much of an overkill if I'm just going to Taiwan right.. Geez Jen! Get a grip! Anyway, if I'm going to somewhere cold, maybe I can persuade Sheyanne to wear her extremely high knee high boots! Then for once she'll be waaaay taller than me! I hate towering over her when I'm in heels. But it's a real different story when I'm in flats though. We're about the same.. So anyway, with this month's pay, I'm going to buy a really nice luggage from somewhere and start planning on what to wear!! Who says anything about being too kiasu? I'm just being really enthusiastic about the trip ok!!
Ohh!! Did I also mention? a colleague of mine invited me to her wedding! Although it's through email, I haven't RSVPed. Not too sure if my other kakis are going as well or not. Had to call up Giles to ask about the proper way to RSVP when you've received an email invitation. Wonder what gift I should get for her. Sheyanne's wedding is also going to be in September! Geez! Means I can go shopping for 2 dresses!! Weee!~ I wonder if my colleague allows me to wear black or not. SG people are mostly damn "pan tang". Black means bad luck! And I don't want to start offending anybody! Sheyanne strictly forbidded me to wear black, so am prolly going to either settle for cream, champagne gold, or maybe... I don't know. We'll see how it goes! Am going to be so broke buying new dresses and giving out ang pows. Thank God for credit cards!!!!
Some of my quite outdated pictures.. Hehe~ Just wanna put them up for fun.
*Real slutty picture of myself and Mich. Really miss her!
*I honestly don't think I look good in any of these pictures, but who says all pictures have to look good always? No one is always perfect right? That's Mich, Me, Cat and Peiling.
That's me. Without PS ok!! Maybe I should learn how to, then I can make myself the next Dawn Yang or Xiaxue! Just don't ask me to show my true face lah!!!
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
1. I hate it when I offer chips (esp Calbee Hot & Spicy) to someone and he/she shamelessly eats most of it. I don't mind sharing. But please know that it's MY chips and I happen to enjoy eating em.
2. People who clamour for my attention. I hate it when people do that. Please wait for your turn. When I'm done talking to person A, I'll get right back to you. I must be bored senseless. I've managed to rant twice within a day.
3. I hate people who don't seem to understand the meaning of "clean after yourself before you leave the cubicle." I have stepped into my office's toilet COUNTLESS of times only to see red spots of BLOOD on the floor and on the toilet bowl. It irks me to know that these are the same people who are 'educated". WTH. I bet their education has taught them that they should be so high and mighty, cleaning after themselves is totally beneath them. To hell with these sluts.
4. I hate it when people asks me "How much do you charge then?" I once posted on my msn "Jen needs more money!!!" Honestly, it seems all innocent to me, until a fella came along and asked for my worth. *speechless* which part of the above sentence says I'm selling myself? It's not like I posted "Jen NEEDS TO SCREW to earn more money!!" Fcktard.
5. People who cannot stop whinging. Is this the correct spelling? I care not. Anyway, it just hit me that I'm also whinging, which makes me really whingy, and a MAJOR turn-off for guys.
Hehe.. so am gonna stop.
Let's talk about happier stuff. NATAS is round the corner! Like next week!! Weee!!!!!!!!! I cannot wait seriously. I think, I'm prolly going to go Taiwan or Japan or something. I wanna go somewhere where I can wear boots and that coat I'm sooo dying to wear. Gloves will be good as well, together with scarves and cute ear muffs!!! But it might too much of an overkill if I'm just going to Taiwan right.. Geez Jen! Get a grip! Anyway, if I'm going to somewhere cold, maybe I can persuade Sheyanne to wear her extremely high knee high boots! Then for once she'll be waaaay taller than me! I hate towering over her when I'm in heels. But it's a real different story when I'm in flats though. We're about the same.. So anyway, with this month's pay, I'm going to buy a really nice luggage from somewhere and start planning on what to wear!! Who says anything about being too kiasu? I'm just being really enthusiastic about the trip ok!!
Ohh!! Did I also mention? a colleague of mine invited me to her wedding! Although it's through email, I haven't RSVPed. Not too sure if my other kakis are going as well or not. Had to call up Giles to ask about the proper way to RSVP when you've received an email invitation. Wonder what gift I should get for her. Sheyanne's wedding is also going to be in September! Geez! Means I can go shopping for 2 dresses!! Weee!~ I wonder if my colleague allows me to wear black or not. SG people are mostly damn "pan tang". Black means bad luck! And I don't want to start offending anybody! Sheyanne strictly forbidded me to wear black, so am prolly going to either settle for cream, champagne gold, or maybe... I don't know. We'll see how it goes! Am going to be so broke buying new dresses and giving out ang pows. Thank God for credit cards!!!!
Some of my quite outdated pictures.. Hehe~ Just wanna put them up for fun.
*Real slutty picture of myself and Mich. Really miss her!
*I honestly don't think I look good in any of these pictures, but who says all pictures have to look good always? No one is always perfect right? That's Mich, Me, Cat and Peiling.That's me. Without PS ok!! Maybe I should learn how to, then I can make myself the next Dawn Yang or Xiaxue! Just don't ask me to show my true face lah!!!
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
Daily rants.
Someone says I have a weird personality. I draw people close to me, then when they get too close, I'll kick them away.
Wait a min. something wrong with this sentence? Note: "too close" ahem, Excuse me, why wouldn't you kick someone who's 'too close"? If you're bordering on my personal space, why don't I have any rights to, 1. Move away 2. Kick you away 3. tell you to fuck off
Now he says I'm a witch. Not making any sense here? Friend A says I suck guys energies. Woah.. I believe the one thing I suck for sure are not their energies.
Anyway, I brought a new bag to work. It's no longer the Prada one that I so love. It costs me $130 bucks for this bag from SEED. Love it coz it resemebles Ostrich skin. but we all know it is not. (i think) anyway, ZW says it looks like cactus. WTH. Men and their opinions.
Crazy bitch from another office keeps calling me and asking the dumbest questions. I have seriosuly zero tolerance for such people. I called her once and she was super rude to me can. Talking halfway and hanging up the phone on me. WTH.
Anyway, I'm superly hungry. And I will write again later when I have food in my stomach.
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
Wait a min. something wrong with this sentence? Note: "too close" ahem, Excuse me, why wouldn't you kick someone who's 'too close"? If you're bordering on my personal space, why don't I have any rights to, 1. Move away 2. Kick you away 3. tell you to fuck off
Now he says I'm a witch. Not making any sense here? Friend A says I suck guys energies. Woah.. I believe the one thing I suck for sure are not their energies.
Anyway, I brought a new bag to work. It's no longer the Prada one that I so love. It costs me $130 bucks for this bag from SEED. Love it coz it resemebles Ostrich skin. but we all know it is not. (i think) anyway, ZW says it looks like cactus. WTH. Men and their opinions.
Crazy bitch from another office keeps calling me and asking the dumbest questions. I have seriosuly zero tolerance for such people. I called her once and she was super rude to me can. Talking halfway and hanging up the phone on me. WTH.
Anyway, I'm superly hungry. And I will write again later when I have food in my stomach.
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
Monday, April 07, 2008
Just ranting..
Someone jumped off the tracks again today.
I wonder. What were his last thoughts before the train crushed him to death? Was it a suicide? Or some stupid kan cheong spider pushed him?
If he committed suicide, then why must he choose to jump during the peak hour? Does he know what sort of trauma he'll inflict on that train operator? Damn bloody inconsiderate.
However, if he was being pushed, I hope he comes back to haunt the kan cheong spider. That'll teach him to be so bloody impatient. Work is damn boring. I managed to
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
I wonder. What were his last thoughts before the train crushed him to death? Was it a suicide? Or some stupid kan cheong spider pushed him?
If he committed suicide, then why must he choose to jump during the peak hour? Does he know what sort of trauma he'll inflict on that train operator? Damn bloody inconsiderate.
However, if he was being pushed, I hope he comes back to haunt the kan cheong spider. That'll teach him to be so bloody impatient. Work is damn boring. I managed to
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
It's been a real long long long time since I've blogged in this address. Guess not much people are going to read it now.. But who the hell cares? I need a place to rant.
It's 2008. I'm officially considered a mid twenties adult woman. I cannot afford to be as silly as I was before.
I met Ben today for lunch. We've become quite civilised friends and any shread of feelings that I had towards him have already evaporated long long time ago. He's now going after another girl, whom he has never met. But apparently very pretty in pictures and has a good sense of humour. But each time he mentions to meet up with her, she refuses. They have a phone sort of relationship. Relationship solely confined to the phone and nothing else. Not even phone sex. Haha~
How life pokes fun of you.
I feel kind of sad for him each time he calls her and "reports strength" I wish that girl would cut the bullshit and just meet up with him already, so they can have a proper relationship. God, I really feel sad for Ben.
It's funny how I was in the past. Irrational, totally brash but oh-so-lovable at the same time. Along the way, I've had my heart broken.. But let's quit dwelling on the past.
A couple of some stuff I wanna do by this year. I wanna scuba dive in Philippines, buy a car, get a driving license (this should come first), go HK, go UK... Sooo many things..
Hm.. I got to start thinking how to bring new life to this blog too..
Anyway, I'll continue when I can think of something better to write.. Which I will.
J.
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
It's 2008. I'm officially considered a mid twenties adult woman. I cannot afford to be as silly as I was before.
I met Ben today for lunch. We've become quite civilised friends and any shread of feelings that I had towards him have already evaporated long long time ago. He's now going after another girl, whom he has never met. But apparently very pretty in pictures and has a good sense of humour. But each time he mentions to meet up with her, she refuses. They have a phone sort of relationship. Relationship solely confined to the phone and nothing else. Not even phone sex. Haha~
How life pokes fun of you.
I feel kind of sad for him each time he calls her and "reports strength" I wish that girl would cut the bullshit and just meet up with him already, so they can have a proper relationship. God, I really feel sad for Ben.
It's funny how I was in the past. Irrational, totally brash but oh-so-lovable at the same time. Along the way, I've had my heart broken.. But let's quit dwelling on the past.
A couple of some stuff I wanna do by this year. I wanna scuba dive in Philippines, buy a car, get a driving license (this should come first), go HK, go UK... Sooo many things..
Hm.. I got to start thinking how to bring new life to this blog too..
Anyway, I'll continue when I can think of something better to write.. Which I will.
J.
I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.
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