A new me.

Dear All,

the handful of you who have been reading my blog. Sorry, but there will be no more cussing and I've decided to "grow up" and renew my faith in my relationship with the one person most important to me now.

As I sit here and type, my eyes can't help but water and I feel as if I just wanna break down and cry. Well, I've just started a new job and honestly, it's not starting as well as I thought it would be. I had a minor run in with the Receptionist of the company. And her being the recep, news of our run in spread like wild fire. Unable to do anything about it, I turned to God. It's because of this, I renewed my faith, and my love for God. (so it's somewhat a blessing in disguise)

Isaiah 54:17 says, "17No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD." (King James Version)

I believe, that with God, all things are possible. Everything that I'm going through now is just temporary, and that He will take care of everything. I'm still discouraged, but I am slowly finding strength in God and my friends. I refuse to let the evil Satan take away my joy and my peace. I thank God for Janet. Once, I was strong for her. And now, she is helping me along the way, letting me know that I should take comfort in knowing that God once suffered the same thing as me. His was on a bigger scale by the way. But knowing that when he died, he borne all my sins and my sufferings, He alone took it upon Himself, therefore I shall never ever live in self condemnation. My life is set apart, through His Holiness, and I shall achieve greater things, even greater than I've ever dreamt of.

I believe in you, Jesus. He is my God, forever.

For some of you, I know that it's a big big difference from what I used to type in my blog. I've deleted those past entries, but kept some more recent ones so that one day, I'll be able to read through again and see how much I've changed, for the better. No point keeping the past. I've already moved on and don't want to be constantly reminded of the bad times. I'm renewed, and refreshed.

I will be, and am a better person now, because I have Jesus.

Spread the joy, for we have the one thing in this world that is so fabulous, no one can ever fathom it's greatness.






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Surrendered fully to you, my Lord.