It's been a real long long long time since I've blogged in this address. Guess not much people are going to read it now.. But who the hell cares? I need a place to rant.

It's 2008. I'm officially considered a mid twenties adult woman. I cannot afford to be as silly as I was before.

I met Ben today for lunch. We've become quite civilised friends and any shread of feelings that I had towards him have already evaporated long long time ago. He's now going after another girl, whom he has never met. But apparently very pretty in pictures and has a good sense of humour. But each time he mentions to meet up with her, she refuses. They have a phone sort of relationship. Relationship solely confined to the phone and nothing else. Not even phone sex. Haha~

How life pokes fun of you.

I feel kind of sad for him each time he calls her and "reports strength" I wish that girl would cut the bullshit and just meet up with him already, so they can have a proper relationship. God, I really feel sad for Ben.


It's funny how I was in the past. Irrational, totally brash but oh-so-lovable at the same time. Along the way, I've had my heart broken.. But let's quit dwelling on the past.

A couple of some stuff I wanna do by this year. I wanna scuba dive in Philippines, buy a car, get a driving license (this should come first), go HK, go UK... Sooo many things..

Hm.. I got to start thinking how to bring new life to this blog too..

Anyway, I'll continue when I can think of something better to write.. Which I will.

J.


I'm cute and funny and I know it. No need to keep telling me that.