Thursday, January 22, 2009

Confused....

I am at a cross road where I don't really know what I should do with my life right now.

I always wondered why God wanted me out of SAP when I was doing just fine there... with lots of good friends and a rather decent salary. Now I am stuck with looking for another job again. I know I should leave it to Him to arrange for me a wonderful job.. but I can't help but have doubts. Haiz..

The walk of a Christian life is really never easy. It's really hard to just simply fall back on God for everything, but this is exactly what He wants me to do. I'll somehow gotta find the strength in me to pull myself up and continue believing in Him.

Oh well.. I can't think of much to write now.. But I just wanna let you all know that I'm not dead yet, still pretty much alive, but because of a sudden bout of depression, I've become a hermit in hiding..

So please pray for me people.

Shalom.



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Fully surrendered to you, my Lord.

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